I remember watching Lady and the Tramp when I was very young and seeing Darling knit those sweet pink baby booties in her rocking chair - It was at that moment that I knew I wanted to learn how to knit. Unfortunately, I didn’t learn for many, many years later, but I always remembered how lovely I thought that scene was and how one day I wanted to know how to do it myself.
Now I don’t often make baby booties, but the joy of knitting is just as real as I had hoped it would be all those years ago. Creating something with your own two hands is such a satisfying thing. How much more so when what you’re working with is just string? It’s so crazy when you really think about it!
When I first started knitting I wasn’t concerned about the quality of my work. I just wanted to make something for the sake of making it. The last six months or so though, I have grown to care and take pride in the designs I create. I don’t mind putting in the extra work to create something I am truly pleased with. I find the whole process of creating new designs so rewarding now. Experimenting with different stitches and textures until I find something I am really happy with has become one of my favorite parts of the process.
I think the biggest joy and relief has come from learning what I personally enjoy creating. For so long I created pieces I felt like I was supposed to make based on what was popular among others in the community. It left me discouraged and unhappy with my work, many times it made me want to stop knitting all together, thinking it must be knitting that I actually didn’t enjoy. When I learned that I don’t have to use the yarn everyone else is using, or the same three stitches, or make the same types of hats, etc. I felt so free. It was like a huge weight had been lifted off of me. Realizing that I was the only one holding myself back made all the difference for my work.
Now I want to be ever improving in my skills, challenging myself with each new project, and ultimately, creating designs that showcase all the things I have learned along the way. What an amazing thing that you never really stop learning! I find that to be one of the most beautiful things about knitting - That you never really will come to the end of knowledge. There will always be more to learn, new stitches to discover, new designs to create. What a beautiful reality that is.